Today has been another pretty rough day. I've had to take Zofran and pain medicine today. Tomorrow morning I have to go in for another B-12 injection. My trunk muscles are starting to burn from fatigue. I don't really know what to do about this anymore. As I have said before, I'm going to get better and I'm going to get stronger. I'm very frustrated by all of this and I really do not want to have to accept this "new normal". I won't do it. I'm going to work to get stronger and make sure I'm able to get back to work. My body is hurting and so tired. Words can't express how frustrating this is, how much I want to just cry. I refuse to let this get me down, but I have dark times. What can I say, I am human after all. My hope and prayer is that tomorrow is a better day, and that I will be able to get more done tomorrow. After having classes for three hours, my body was exhausted and I tried to do more than I probably should have. What can I do to make myself stronger? I just don't know anymore.
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