Frustration...

That is about the only word I can use to describe life right now. My life is not just synonymous with frustration...it IS frustration. Dr. P finally did get back to me, and he said that my labs did in fact come back abnormal. My cortisol level is incredibly high and my thyroid function is on the low side. This is not overly surprising. He wants to see me first thing on Monday morning. I am so frustrated right now because I can tell that my body is declining. And not just declining, but declining significantly and somewhat rapidly. I find myself wanting almost to cry because I can tell that my body is not able to do the things it is normally able to do. Pain levels are high, I'm shaking almost constantly. My issues with coordination are worse. I'm continuing to pray that can make it through the rest of the week and the weekend before I talk to Dr. P.