Food for thought....

I can totally relate to this quote. Mainly because I feel like the past few years of my life have been about waiting. Waiting for a diagnosis. Waiting for High School to be over. Waiting for things to take a turn for the positive. Well, obviously this gives you the idea. Basically, I get tired of waiting. Even though I'm making some strides in figuring out my school situation, my living situation, and getting a diagnosis, it just feels like I take one step forward and three steps back. Case in point, today. Last night I didn't get home from work until almost 11:30. I was frustrated, work was horrible. My back hasn't bounced back since I hurt it a few days ago. So of course I didn't get to bed right away. I was so wound up and upset about everything that I couldn't settle down. Then, I had to get up somewhat early for class this morning. Class was half an hour away from my home today. Meaning, I had to get up at 8:30 so I could be on the road by 9 to make it to class by 10. I got home from school and had some lunch and after that I thought I would watch the new Harry Potter movie.  I literally watched about half an hour of the movie and ended up needing to sleep.

I'm struggling so much. And yet I know I want to do more.