I haven't really posted an update lately. That's mainly because I don't really have anything new to say. Nothing really has changed. I haven't figured out anything more, I continue with my B-12 injections now every four weeks instead of every week. I have remained realtively stable, and believe I am at what may be a new baseline. There are still strides I want to make as far as my strength is concerned, as well as my stamina. I desperately hope that when I am back to work, my baseline will be at an acceptable range. This is solely where my strength is concerned. I love my job, and I want to continue doing it. And I refuse to accept being unable to do my job. I will not let it happen. Come November 29th, I will be back up on that nursing floor, doing what I love and what I do best.
Hopefully, Urology will call me back to schedule the surgery. I am somewhat nervous about the procedure itself, however, I want to have this surgery so we can figure out what is causing these bladder spasms, they are making me miserable. I'm working on allowing my hands to heal, as they are very cracked and dry. But, I refuse to accept that there are no answers, and I also refuse to accept that there is nothing more to make me comfortable. I'm hoping to travel this summer to the UMDF symposium, which will hopefully allow me to acheive a diagnosis.
I continue to be on a journey. We will see what happens in the mean time.
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